Tomorrow’s a Sand Trap

by Rebecca A. Watson on March 2, 2015

in habits, Just Be, multitasking, time, writing

The hourglass stared at her, a primordial thing pulsing with the life the railroad companies infused into it all those years ago. (“It’s alive!”)

hourglass sandtrap

The sand glowed with a blackish-purple hue, and she sighed knowing that it was finite, this glass marked Tomorrow. Every grain of sand promised productivity in her mind, and she went about her day dividing the sand with her thoughts and her calendar.

The sand had not yet begun to fall, but each day she planned she noticed the hourglass (dayglass?) seemed to contain less and less of her precious granules. Was she imagining this? [click to continue…]

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Our Stories, Our Anchors

by Rebecca A. Watson on February 23, 2015

in characters, expat, goals, life, writing

“Everybody wants to tell their story of origin, whether it’s a nation, a people, even a couple.”

The words rang in my head as I lay in bed, trying to sleep. A group of friends and I had a pretty heavy conversation over brunch earlier, and I played it back now, in this quiet moment.

Candlelight streamed up through my lamp shade, a doughnut shadow puppet on the ceiling. What is my story? I wondered. Then stopped.

I knew — told it a million times. Inspiring and sometimes unbelievable yes, but I couldn’t help but think if continuing to tell it, even to myself, keeps me stuck.

Like an anchor, no matter how far I am, I can only paddle so far away from it. And my big dreams, my aspirations, are a long way from my beginnings.

paddle mountain

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Carpe Your Rich, Fulfilling & Joyful Day

by Rebecca A. Watson on February 19, 2015

in Art, writing

This was sent to me by one of my friends. It touched me much more than I expected. I hope you too find some truth in it.

move forward

Life is demanding and you have succeeded in meeting all those demands. You have persisted through every challenge and you can do it again.

In fact, you’ve become skilled at working your way forward.

Today is another great opportunity to put your skills to work.

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Drive Away the Winter Blues — It’s Fasnacht Time!

February 17, 2015

My dear friend Amy is visiting from Colorado, so this will be pretty short. She used to live in Freiburg, so she’s back to celebrate her favorite German holiday, Fasnacht. It’s similar to Carnival in many other places. Pagan rituals, witches, fire, candy and music. So right up my alley. The entire thing is made […]

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Soul Journalism — Tell Your Truth

February 9, 2015

I have been watching a Facebook acquaintance go through a very public breakup from her family. Part of me feels like she’s oversharing, but another part of me is jealous. Like really jealous. Why can’t I be that public? Why don’t I just not give a fuck? Why? Because I don’t want to hurt people and […]

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Try Different

February 6, 2015

I have a lot of sober penpals, and many of them stop drinking only to start back up again. It’s tough stuff, trying to quit drinking, but I maintain that it is tough stuff trying to change any addictive habit. This poem has always spoken to me, and I thought I would share it with […]

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Who’s the Pack Leader in Your House?

February 2, 2015

I don’t feel all here today — like a slave, my technology has split me in two, or 17 or 24. The minutes tick by in endless moments when I put my phone down, shut off my computer and decide to police my screen time. Neka isn’t interested in fetch. The rice boils at an […]

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Dogs Blow Bubbles & Other News

January 30, 2015

In the last few weeks, Sante and I have been getting to know the newest member of our family Neka. The name is Objibwe for wild goose, and believe me, it fits. She loves a good chase, is silly as they come and really thinks she’s a bird (or at least wants to be friends […]

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A Day in the Life of an Expat: Shields Up!

January 27, 2015

Beyonce’s Run the World: Girls blares through my headphones as I close the door to my apartment. Do I even need to lock it? I wonder. All doors in Germany seem to lock the second they shut. We’ve always got to remember our keys. Half-aware, I exit the main entrance of the house and walk to the […]

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7 Steps to Drinking in Moderation

January 22, 2015

One night several years ago, I decided that I’d start to make tea after dinner in an effort to stop myself from drinking more than my alloted two glasses of wine. To my surprise, after a few minutes I didn’t really want to drink any more wine. It worked! I thought. I’ve figured out this moderation […]

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